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hreatbreaker13's Journals on Buzznet http://hreatbreaker13.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[Kiss Of Life]]> http://hreatbreaker13.buzznet.com/user/journal/131536/kiss-of-life/ once perfect,
once a pale sweep
of unbroken desert dunes,
has felt my kiss
and now it cries -
ruby tears are welling up,
are slowly sliding
down your throat,
glistening, delicious
tears of joy,
of life
of your awakening.

I am always moved
when I thus watch
the sorrow of the body,
expressed, released,
out in the open now
for all to see -
and it was always there,
and not to know that
is the deepest
of illusions.

Here, watch with me.

Observe with fascination
as your treasures flow
across your breast
and make their way
to your most intimate
of oceans - this is my
sacrifice before I start
to make all this my own,
my gift to you,
the first of all,
the most important
lesson of your life.

Now close your eyes.

Give up your yesterdays
and your tomorrows -
all those are gone,
will never be
and you and me
will take a journey
new and bright,
into the night
a dawn of radiance
awaits.

]]> Buzznet hreatbreaker13 2007-03-09T08:42:22Z <![CDATA[Rivers Of Her Soul]]> http://hreatbreaker13.buzznet.com/user/journal/131534/rivers-her-soul/ she pleaded,
her tears flowed hot,
so river wild,
so river violent.

Take me,
she cried,
bleed me,
make my heart
as cold as stone,
as cold as ice,
I can no longer
stand the pain
of living;
and yet,
I cannot die,
I am too young,
I am too fair,
there's far too much
I haven't tasted,
touched and made my own.

Bleed me,
my lord, I beg of you.
I swear I will be true.
I swear that I will serve you,
gladly and with fervour.

I'll take my youth
and all my questions.

Through me,
you too will feel
alive again,
you will once more
discover how it was
when first
you saw the night,
when first
you raised your wings
and soared
into the singing,
into the radiance
that others
never could perceive,
I heard you speak of it,
I know your wonder
is alive,
my Lord, I beg of you,
take me this night
and bleed me,
bleed me,
make me whole.

The ancient vampire lord
stood still and cold,
in silent white of ages,
already did he know
that he would
take her tears,
that he would
drink her tears,
and leave her drained
but not of that,
her burden,
destiny,
the rivers of her soul.

]]> Buzznet hreatbreaker13 2007-03-09T08:40:51Z <![CDATA[poems]]> http://hreatbreaker13.buzznet.com/user/journal/122888/poems/ A Vampire's Tragedy

Alone I sit on the top of a hill
Thinking of how my unlife has been
Of the pain and the sorrow I've seen
In the eyes of my victims before they lay still.

Though a hunter in darkness I must be
The feelings of guilt always come back
When I sink my teeth in another man's neck
My conscience is the only light left in me.

All I want is to leave the shadows behind
And truly this time I will
For I no longer desire to kill
Thoughts of light are now on my mind.

I'm waiting for the sunrise today
On the lonely hill where I sit
And maybe, I'll catch a glimpse of it
Before the wind blows my ashes away.

]]> Buzznet hreatbreaker13 2007-02-23T13:00:55Z <![CDATA[poem]]> http://hreatbreaker13.buzznet.com/user/journal/122197/poem/ I Dream of Vampires

The dark engulfs my silent world,
And night becomes my home,
I stare into the black I love,
And endlessly I roam.
With each new turn I drift away...
I'm lost and can't return.
Yet oddly, I don't really mind.
There's much for me to learn.
But somehow there is something wrong,
It's not enough for me.
I'm not allowed to have my peace
Until I wake to see
The one thing that will make my life
Much better than before.
Although I don't know what it is,
I want it even more.
I search the darkness aimlessly
And know not what I seek.
My effort seems to be in vain,
But then appears Monique.
Through the mist as if a dream
She forms within my sight.
With glowing eyes and arms outstretched,
She pushes back the night.
No words escape her blood red lips,
And yet she calls to me.
She traps me with seductive stare -
I feel no need to flee.
My flesh and soul belong to her.
I can't deny her now.
I find myself in front of her
Bent deeply in a bow.
With one hand underneath my chin,
She lifts my face to hers.
Like a hungry but contented cat,
She sighs, and then she purrs.
Slowly her red lips start to part,
Revealing fangs of death.
With no protest at all from me
She sucks out my last breath.
For I Am Hers]]> Buzznet hreatbreaker13 2007-02-22T06:52:23Z